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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2010|10:30 am]
how long has it been that i've been feeling like i'm totally outta your lives/ life, i have no idea. if you can't see it, i really am making an effort, at least i think i am, but all i feel is excluded. but i guess there's a reason for everything, and you're always gonna have an excuse for everything too. sometimes the line between reason and excuse becomes blurred and that's when i know you no longer want me to be part of that anymore. so this is the breaking point, i don't want to push it any further any longer. i guess i only cared so much cos you're/ you guys are important to me but i guess everything has to come to an end even though i wish it didn't.

and i'm not angry btw, i'm just sad. if you read this please don't take it to heart- i'm not pushing the blame onto anyone. maybe i really am just thinking too much ):
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set apart [Dec. 10th, 2009|12:47 pm]

mel i stole the photo from your fb album! (:

mmm church camp was good (: i hate not being able to post photos!! my camera's still dead, seriously need to get it fixed soon ): mike (the speaker) was awesome, his appeal to young people was definitely through humour (: through camp, i learnt how to wait for God. imo its kinda scary, like building up a sense of anticipation and then not knowing what comes next. but good, cos i taught me to be still. all the paraphernalia of music and shouting etc was put aside- really, even then, His presence was even stronger and even more real in those moments than i've ever felt in my life.

shu and i were kinda freaked out the first day when we checked into our hotel rooms :/ bloodstains and other unknown stains splattered all over the bed. food was :( i bet everyone thought char was anorexic cos she ate so little!! haha and mushy yucky prawns on the last day. but yea was good catching up with people from the past as well as making new friends (: deja vu aplenty throughout camp ): anyways, MATAR ftw! (:



and btw, some people are not worth telling things to. it gets a bit embarrassing ):

on a side note, yay cos dexter's finally coming back tonight! and steamboat at di's house <3 can't wait to see the girls
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this is sad [Nov. 19th, 2009|09:07 pm]
miserable.

i hear the war cries floating in like music notes as the party buses drive past ): rarr how sad is it that it's the last college party of the year and i'm stuck studying for a stupid exam that's not even important!

sad is my life.

then again, i'm going home in three days. surely that's something to be happy about (:
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chiasmus: there is no drama without sympathy, but there is no sympathy without drama [Nov. 18th, 2009|11:25 pm]
one of the shittiest days ever and i feel like there's no one to talk to. there probably IS no one.

exam went so horribly today, so freaking hard ): at least psyc2063 is out of my life forever, the worst subject in all of history.

rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :'( i just want exams to be over already. so tired and burnt out i just want someone to hug me to sleep or even just to curl up in a ball and pretend exams didn't exist. when it comes to the end, what's all this for?
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2009|10:26 pm]


this is the kind of society we live in
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